Monday, January 05, 2009


By Patricia Lefave, subject of alienist observation

Know what psychiatrists were called before they were called psychiatrists?... "Alienists." The current dictionary definition of the word is: “A psychiatrist, especially one who is considered to be an expert by the court."

Can't help but wonder if a "consumer" (perhaps more realistically defined as the consumed) might not have heard that while in an altered state and repeated the truth back to those who could not hear the reality of it?---like perhaps the ''alienist'' himself? "Aliens are trying to take over control of our minds." Isn't that just exactly what the alien (ists) are trying to do?

Ewen Cameron, M.D. ''Chief'' of the Allan Memorial Institute in the ''Sleep Room'' story mentioned above, was a Sci-fi fan who was reading ''Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, when he was planning the new CIA-backed torture experiments on the ‘expendable’ residents of his institution. His colleagues stated they recognized his ''therapy'' plan as right out of this book, and this plan is what was supported by the American C.I.A.
George Orwell knew of Cameron (personally) and was also connected to news of the experiment, which inspired him to write ''1984'' as a forward looking projection of things to come, based upon what was, in fact, going on in reality. Orwell had "been working as a propagandist at the B.B.C. and noted in his diary a dark thought that was an obvious precursor to Nineteen Eighty-four, his novel of mind control, 'all propaganda is lies’ even when one is telling the truth.'"

Ewen Cameron, M.D. was also an old friend of William Sargant, the British psychiatrist who wrote of post war aims in "Battle for the Mind." This book, which I had personally read long ago at a time when I had developed an interest in the goings-on in cults, was very useful to me in understanding the minds of psychiatrists I would later have to deal with as well. In it Sargant states, "The problem of the doctor and his nervously ill patient and that of the religious leader who sets out to gain and hold new converts, has now become the problem of whole groups of nations who wish not only to confirm certain political beliefs within their boundaries, but to proselytize the outside world."

We nuts who are put through this sort of therapy, or its offshoots, ''coincidentally'' see and hear the same connections. These ‘connections’ then get ‘re-interpreted’ by the same people within whom we see them and ‘spun’ to make it all seem as part of our ‘delusions.’ Currently, the same sort of thing is being done in Canada by the Gold brothers who are ‘spinning’ the metaphor of ‘The Matrix’ and the “Truman Show” movies to make them sound like nonsensical madness instead of an accurate metaphor for how their patients who use them as such, actually FEEL, and what they see and hear, when trying, without success, to talk to their psychiatrists! We, who are judged to see what is not there, actually see what IS there, which those who invalidate our perceptions and reactions to it, no longer seem capable of seeing for themselves. I would bet that many of the ''experts'' have never even known the reality of it.

Paranoid (and Psychic) Patty Predicts:In the not too distant future, you will look back in time and see through the centuries, not just months or paltry decades, that on the psycho-spiritual level, transcending space/time itself, what you in your certainty, declared to be nonsense, all makes perfect sense.
The truth of that will astound you. It will also teach you that being human is much more than being a "machine" or a bag of chemical responses; that in fact, it transcends the boundaries of the merely physical. Don't you believe me? Paranoid Patty here predicts the day will come when you will. But, as my personal protagonist's "hero" states, "You will have to get it for yourselves. Reality is that which you (will) experience."

In psychosis in 95, I said to the "others, within and without my own mind, "If we all work together we can push back the force that's trying to overpower us."
How do we do that?

We will do it through the Public exposure of our collective reality.

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